am tired V. 2
ano ba meron?
ala naman ah…
the things that you are doing are worthless!
it is not worth it!
rest your body!
rest your mind!
get enough sleep!
depression is sinking in again…
deym
deym in a million times!
wakanapakels!
napapagod ako…
ndi ko alam kung bakit…
nagising ako kanina nangingiyak na lang ako… lately, days are becoming sleepless? for what reason? it’s christmas and i don’t have money… deym deym deym… am working and am pennyless… PIMAN! i mean i wanna buy this and that for my family… but i can’t… simple am pennyless… depression is sinking i know… i know that in a day or two i will be getting sick… deym… yeah deym it and i am getting bigger… deym deym deym… deym about everything… i needed someone that i can speak with…
taz taz taz pagdating ko sa opis ampf… can’t sleep… i found myself crying… deym can’t understand why… matagal na akong ndi naiyak… i mean really cry… deym… what happened? what is happening? what’s going on?
i remembered papa… how can He just not take away papa’s pain? i mean he’ve been sick for awhile now… this year is the third christmas that he will be celebrating in pain…
deym deym deym… i hate it… i hate everything! this is making me sick! this is ridiculous! don’t make me Hate You… please… don’t make me Hate You…
terible! ndi pa rin tapos ung phone call ko… pers call ko pa lang tong kausap ko… ampf! ang bobo ko lang! litsi! deym deym deym… deym uli… geez… pprivate ko ba tong post ko o ndi? ;seesaw; wapakels! lol… sabi ni devil ndi ko daw ipprivate… ;devil; mananalo ang kadiliman sa mga susunod na araw… ano naman kung maging masama ako minsan… ano kaya… pero ndi ako iresponsable… lol… lol… at lol… what i am doing is being irresponsible… am i am i am i? litsi! wapakels na lang dude! lol… ang gulo ko… ang gulo gulo ko… ala akong makausap eh so so so susulat mode daw ako…
ayun taz na at ndi pa sya resolved… unrecognized pa rin device nya… cx will try it on a different computer… it’s freaking cold daw sa place nila… lol… how about here? the weather is fine for me… lol…
ciao
